I dont know what to do next. I see nothing but a blurry scene of the future that’s taking me away, far away from my dreams that i’ve been building up since the first time you took my breath away. But i see it, everything is going to waste and what i’ve been waiting for, nearly a year, isn’t coming to a happy ending but it’s the bitter end my love. We were different some how, we had a special thing that made us unique, we had a look that made us fall in this bright hole even more, but all of a sudden the lights went off and i was left alone trying to find you. Searching for you with tears in my eyes rolling down my face tearing me into pieces. And when i found a way out of this hole with a light in the end I saw you standing there giving me no hands of help telling me that you’re leaving and that you’re never coming back. Wont you help me? Are you leaving me here? All alone, with no one to talk to, no shoulder to lean on. Remember our old days when they were full of laughs and both of us getting jealous if another one makes either of us feel happy. Im that lonely girl who has a lot of people around her but when you’re not there she’s lost between two flirting, two fighting, two loving and friends all around. Oh remember when the spots where directed towards us? All alone. They used to look at us and say ‘oh i wish i was in their shoes. And they were never US, these two flirting or loving aren’t US. No one would ever be US. Because US had so many things that makes it hard for anyone to be named as US. And as soon as i finished talking, you turned your back to me going out far away from our hole, leaving me broken incapable of moving on or leaving everything behind. So.. i,trying to get myself out of a blocked dark hole will last forever.